Asshole_Canis 4...2008
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| FAVOURITE >xx-+-xxc> |
| Games FNaF, RDR2, Death Stranding, Minecraft, Death Money, Undertale |
| Movies HTTYD, Baymax, old Walt Disney cartoons/movies |
| Anime Black Butler, Beastars, Pokemon, Naruto, Howl's moving castle |
| Hobbies Sleeping, drawing, gaming, talking, reading, carrd redesigning, painting, furry, idk quad thing |
| Aesthetics Fallen angel, weirdcore, steampunk, Victorian era, pathetic |
| Youtubers ManlyBadAssHero, LetsGameItOut, GrayStillPlayz, Waligug, Snaspey, North of the Border, Zack D. Films |
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| <Oxx-+-xx< COMFORT |
| HTTYD Toothless |
| Beastars Legoshi |
| Black Butler Snake, Pluto, Sebastian Mechaelis, Wolfran Gelzer, William T. Spears, Ludger & Sascha, Claude Faustus |
| MLP Fluttershy, Pinkie Pie, Applejack, Princess Luna, Discord, Shining Armor, Big Mackintosh |
| FNaF Bonnie, Foxy, Purple & Phone Guy |
| DSaF Jack Kennedy, Dave Miller, Steven Stevenson |
| RDR2 Arthur Morgan, Lenny Summers, Javier Esquella, Kieran Duffy, Jack Marston |
| Death Stranding Sam Porter Bridges, Cliff Unger |
| Supernatural Castiel, Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester |
| Undertale Asgore Dreemurr, Toriel Dreemurr, Asriel Dreemurr |
| Creepypasta Ticci Toby |
| Pokemon Leafeon, Umbreon, Deerling, Mudsdale |
| What Have You Done? |
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| …REDACTED… |
| My sweetheart , at first when we start to talk to each other , I've seen you as another boy to get along . However you've given me a little surprise that you'd like me very much with more thoughts in mind , you've changed my strategy , my thoughts , everything . You've made me realised that sometimes , I should be more patient . I can't believe you've put me through many interesting challenges that I have to face , setting me up for the future and I cannot wait to keep learning from you ! — Canis |
| We discover everything right? It's time to end it. I am heavily sorry for what I did but it has to be done. Go ahead, say it to my face I'm a bitch, but you've done too far that I've begin to fell out of love. I'm sorry for hurting you, but it hurts a lot more that you're hurting me. — Canis, Purou |
| Well... Fuck you Purou! I got him back! Because now, I'll learn how to make it easier to communicate and have less misunderstanding this time. — Canis |
| 2025.06.30 Well? — Canis Hnn.. — Canis |
| What are they? |
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| Coping characters from media or made up. This is not roleplaying, It's purpose separate and organizes my thoughts neatly to prevent meltdowns or confusion in my overthinking mind. To prevent accusations, I don't have DID. I hate fake claimers, I'm trying not to be. I type the way I feel, this could sound cringe or straight up making a story.. No. I'm not in any way encouraging shitty behaviours. If I expressed or indulged it, Don't Fucking Copy. |
| Hey..! I made it your favourite colour. |
| Lastly, I want to document healthy relationship, It won't be full story for privacy matters so please DO NOT assume things. Note; Healthy relationships can be anything, But the main factors are understanding, comfort, and trust. |
| Return |
| Where are you? |
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| …TECH… |
| Who is he? — Purou An old friend. — Canis Do you love him? — Purou Its been two months. — Canis |
| Oct . 1 He's so amazing, I like his company, yesterday I stayed up until 6, both waiting and talking with him. I only got 1h and 30m of sleep, but regardless it made me energized until the next day. I never knew that. — Canis |
| Nov 25 Can't find flaws. Why? Can't find hatred. Why is that? Something not right. Something must be wrong.. Or broken? Maybe? Where are the flaws? — Canis, ? What are you doing? — Purou He's way too good to me. — Canis Yeah. — Purou |
| Apr 19 2026 Late night calls and intense troubling conversations, all stress going on and yet we are still here. How awknowledgeable is he? Very. Im quite happy and proud of him. Extremely. |
| Sept 18 2026 Fuckkkk. We are still going strong and still fucking lovingly going far better than I thought. You know, not one lick of hatred ever runs in this relationship. He have done me well and filled with love, I really wonder where that whole thing comes from... Well I know where, but I just feel so loved it feels unreal, as an inhuman individual not understanding what the fuck love is un concept of relationship and family, he made it understandable.. Slowly but surely it is affecting me, But maybe, of how much I love this man, that I shared my physical journal with him, display my coping characters and not a lick of them being sexualized, not a lick of disrespect and even made sure I am 100% sure even after degrading me down that I am still just fine and continues afterards just... Feels ledgendary. |
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| Journaling , Just because it is shown here, doesn't mean you know who I truly am. This is a Journaling, not "I know who you truly are!" year/month/day | 2026-09-18 I have fixed the place here, added this one anyways. So, I, Canis, am an individual who have learned that sometimes, leaving shit the FUCK alone is best described as the greatest knowledge known to man, unfortunately for a man like me, my nosy ass is well, nosy. Genuinely not sure why I even bother to check or think about this few individuals. |